just one highlight today is the wedding.so lovely to see.
kate looked amazing in her dress.
you and i might not be together anymore so whatever. i can learn to live with it. you learn i suppose. yeah well. i must now learn from everything and move on.
i wish i could let you know, i wish i had the confidence to tell you how i feel. i wish i could tell you every word and thought that goes through my mind every single day. when i hear your name i can't help but smile, when i see you my heart beats faster and faster. i get butterflies in my stomach whenever you come around and i can't help but fall for you more and more each day.
i told you that i loved you once, and i meant every single word i said.
i don't lie about stuff like that, i've never felt this way about anyone else.
it takes a lot for me to tell someone i love you and i said it to you.
i do love you, a lot.
is it really that hard to tell me if you like me or not?
stop playing with my heart and giving me mixed signals. i want to know the truth, i don't want to have high expectations.
i don't want to be hurt, and i don't want to fall for you. don't fuck with my feelings just because you're unsure of yours.
just a hopeless romantic.
i don't know if anyone else knows what i'm talking about when i say i don't know how i'm feeling. i don't know what mood i'm in exactly. i can't tell if i'm tired, sad, angry, nothing. my stomach feels weird and i don't feel like talking to anyone. i just want to be alone.
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